my teeth and nails,
my grins and half-breaths.
There’s just way too fucking much on my mind lately.
- Thinking back to when I came out and all the hurtful things my parents said and how I was patient with them, but now I feel like I need an apology, a real one, for things to be okay.
- Found out about an old resident who passed away tonight after being hit by a drunk driver about a week ago. Kind of wish I knew a way to use my position to do one final, huge program about drinking and driving prevention and maybe raise some money to donate to some foundation in his name.
- My fucking boss undermined me completely and let my roommate stay living with me, despite ALL of the problems I’ve had this year. So basically I’m just going to stop doing my job.
- I’m just in this stage of life where I don’t necessarily want a relationship, but something like it? Where I can kiss someone, or call them, or just hang out without feeling like I have to be perfect or like they have to be perfect. It makes no sense. Whatever.
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notjoel said:
last part makes perfect sense. hopefully you find some happiness!
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